Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Do I Delete The Fat Girl


Last night it was pointed out to me that there are many pictures of my ex husband on my facebook.  So  I thought I would delete most of them to give me a clean timeline.  (You all know its about the timeline LOL)

Today, as I started this process of deleting Gary (the ex) and I thought should I delete all my fatty pictures too?  Do I want a clean timeline of that too?  Such a difficult question.  First, because so many people I just met don't believe me when I say I was fat (the fat pics are my proof) and the pictures help motivate so many fatletes.  But then there is that part of me, that doesn't want any of you to think of me as that fat girl.  Or have the "Fat Amy" image in your head.  I just don't want to be remembered as that girl.  I didn't like that girl all the time, and that girl didn't like herself. 

Ok, for now some will remain.  But just a few, because I don't need reminded of my past but need to focus on the future.

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