I'm Not Her

This is me and I'm not that other girl.

So I am still dealing with the shiz storm I created with this weeks post.  As always, I have no intention of apologizing for any of it.  I really should be grateful as I found out who really wanted to stand beside me and who just wanted to tell what to do.  And yep, I was unfriended on FB by someone who proclaimed to be friends forever (oh sad face).

About Monday's post, the post is not saying I don't want a relationship, because I do, it's just that I may spook easily and if I get scared, there is a chance I will bolt, and just because I run from one relationship does not mean I will run into another.  I just am not like that.  Give me a break!

Anyways, I wanted to clarify a few things about myself for some of you...

Quit treating me like your ex!!!!  

I am not the psycho girl who broke down your door.  I am not the girl who packed up and left you.  I am not the girl you wasted a ton of time chatting with you online and failed to connect.  I am not the girl who failed to appreciate you and refused to communicate with you.  I am not the girl who is immature.  I am not the bratty Momma's girl.  I am not a spoiled Daddy's girl.  I am not the girl who needs you, and I won't use you!!

So many people are ready for me to argue with them and waiting for me to do something crazy, well I am sorry but that just not me.  Really, this blog is me at my worst.  I am a pretty laid back girl.  I hate to argue.  I hate drama.  I rarely get mad, but am prone to moments of girlie behavior.  I don't hold grudges and I don't hate anyone, ever!  Because both cause wrinkles..YUCK.   I try never to be mean (my college boyfriend is on the ground laughing someplace because he thought I was always mean), but really I don't even think I have mean thoughts... or do I... nope, no I don't.  As long as you don't let me railroad you (of which I might try to do because I am a girl after all)  I will be the sweetest girl you know (again the college boyfriend falls to the floor in laughter).  

I have been accused of being lonely and desperate this week.  Ummm, I am alone, but not lonely and I am not desperate for sure.  If I was I would already be with someone, probable some A-hole, some in-active (LDS) member or worse yet a non-member that would want to tell me what to do, because telling the successful pretty girl what to do, is a fun hobby for some guys.  

My standards remain, and I am sorry so few of you meet them, and just because I want attention does not mean that I want attention from everyone.  I like to get attention on the blog but at home, I am ok just hanging out with my kids, and actually hate getting too many text messages or even worse, phone calls.  So unless I said "call me...maybe" don't bother, just talk to me on FB.   

Finally, I was also asked this week if I would ever give this blog up for my future husband.  Assuming the blog would bother anyone I became serious with (truth is, the blog bugs most guys I date). Simple answer, yes, a course I would.  Chances are.. someday... I will have another blogger, a former fatty,  take this thing over so that you can read about their weightless and their drama.  My shiz may get old at some point. LOL 

Have a great weekend everyone!  And thanks for letting me clear up a few matters from this week.